I want every single one of them! :D
I need these!!! :)
For some reason I don’t believe people when they tell me I’m beautiful. If I was beautiful then why do guys look at me instead of talk to me. I always feel fat and ugly. I’m not saying this so people will have pity on me but this is how I really feel. I have friends but I never hang out with anyone. I have guy friends but that is as far as it goes. I almost never feel pretty. I always feel ugly. I always feel fat. I always feel like someone is judging me. Everyone is judging me. I’m a happy person I’m almost never sad or upset but it’s kinda starting to get to me. I’m almost 17. I’ve never had a boyfriend and I’ve never even been kissed:/. I’m always thinking about what other people think about me. If they think I’m pretty or if they think I’m fat or annoying etc. My self- esteem is absolutely worthless. I may act like none of that would bother me but I think about this constantly. Am I really that unattractive of fat that no boy would want to go out with me. I don’t even think I’m pretty. I just had to get this off of my chest to people who won’t tell me bs. My best friend won’t tell me bs either but I don’t get to see her until tomorrow. This is just all been on my mind:/ I just needed to tell someone!